Why, oh why?

I have always been unlucky in online networking sites. I have an account in Downelink, Connexion, and even in guys4men yet I could not get the attention of guys I like. When finally I received a message each in Downelink and Connexion, the senders were both old men--as in really old foreign men, you would suspect they were pedophiles! (sorry, bad...)

When I signed up for guys4men, I was amazed that it has a way of telling you which guys bookmarked you as a hottie (haha, in my dreams! well, I'm still hoping that someone hot could also find me hot... kinda have a low self-esteem here). And when I checked it, there was only one guy. Guess what? He was another oldie... I have nothing against old men. I know that I will also get old. But, they are just not my type. And I wonder why I seem to attract them... (sigh)

New Poll!

I've created a poll on my blog (located at the upper right corner) and I ask readers to cast their votes by completing the following statement:

Sexuality/Sexual Orientation is a product of...

a. nature alone.
b. nurture alone.
c. both, but more of nature.
d. both, but more of nurture.

Please vote, and for discussion, you may post a comment here or email me at yourgayness@gmail.com. Thanks a lot!

Still John Uy

"This will not be the last time you'll hear from me..." -- John James Uy, Be Bench Grand Finals Night, September 11, 2007

I already knew that Carlo won since it was in the papers last week. (Congratulations to Carlo's fans!) Last night, I watched the event on TV, just so I could see how John fared in the finals. He was still the hottest! I must admit though that he looked as if he doesn't know where to go during the segment where they had wings.

When they announced that John is eliminated, I felt his pain. Awang-awa ako sa kanya. I felt like I wanted to be there and hug him and tell him it's okay (Haha, grabe na ito, IN MY DREAMS!!!).

I think he expected that he will win, or make it to the top four at the very least. He really looked shocked. I even thought he was gonna cry. But no, he did not. And that made me like him even more. I really wanted him to win the competition. Carlo was not my favorite, though he was really the first guy I noticed when I first watched Be Bench. And I admit he has a pretty face and a cute smile. But as the show went on, I lost interest in him. Oh well, that's life. They all deserve to be there, anyway.

Basta ako, kay John pa rin ako! Hehe. Hottest ever!

John Uy, I love you!

I just loooove John Uy, one of the finalists in Be Bench, The Model Search of Bench and ABS-CBN. Every episode, he looks better and better. I actually thought that he looked familiar. And then, while I was watching TV one boring afternoon, I saw this Jollibee nacho commercial and saw him there! He was one of the two guys who kept on repeating what the girl said about the new Jollibee product. Haha, so that was it. I'm rooting for him in the finals.

For his photos, go to the bench model search website here.

Thankful for Open-Minded Friends

I've been soooo busy for the past weeks. Anyway, I just want to share that two weeks ago, I came out to a friend. We were chatting via Yahoo Messenger, and our conversation went to a topic on speed dating. I told her that I'd love to try it, but that I just couldn't. When she asked me why, I told her, "I don't go for girls." And she laughed and then thanked me for the trust I gave her. She even told me that she kinda figured it out. Whew, it was actually a relief. Friend, if you happen to read this, I just wanna say THANK YOU!

By the way, my friend, don't forget to invite me when your no-girls speed dating is final, okay? Hehe. Just wanna give it a try.